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dolari"I wouldn't want to be a part of any group that would have me as a member." --Groucho Marx
I did nothing today. I lied in bed and stared a tthe cieling with litle to no thoughts in my head. I have nothing to do, no money to do it with, and no want to do anything becauseI will be interrupted. I woke up at 3PM. I finally got OUT of bed at 11PM. Sure, I'd been up and down from 3 to 11, but most of my time was spent lying in bed looking a tthe cieling, pushing for the day to end.
Strangely enough, my parents left me alone. They actually LET me sit in my room all day. I'm guessing this is because I didn't attempt to DO anything. They are attracted to me like moths to a flame. I just didn't ignite today. I was pretty upset that I did nothing today, but it was also a relief to be left alone. I don't like the idea that by lying in bed all day will get me the peace I want, but it was so good to just be left alone.
Weekend is coming up. No idea what I'll do for it. Deener wants to see me, and I need the time alone. Dunno what to do.
Actually, I DO know what to do. Find a job and move out. IT's 12:16AM right now. I'm sure my job search will be over by 1AM. And then? I'll go right back to bed, listen to the radio. Try to read a book without my Dad asking me what the temperature is evey 15 minutes.
I need a nice air conditioned bankvault with the only lock on the inside. I could live in peace, there. :P
I did nothing today. I lied in bed and stared a tthe cieling with litle to no thoughts in my head. I have nothing to do, no money to do it with, and no want to do anything becauseI will be interrupted. I woke up at 3PM. I finally got OUT of bed at 11PM. Sure, I'd been up and down from 3 to 11, but most of my time was spent lying in bed looking a tthe cieling, pushing for the day to end.
Strangely enough, my parents left me alone. They actually LET me sit in my room all day. I'm guessing this is because I didn't attempt to DO anything. They are attracted to me like moths to a flame. I just didn't ignite today. I was pretty upset that I did nothing today, but it was also a relief to be left alone. I don't like the idea that by lying in bed all day will get me the peace I want, but it was so good to just be left alone.
Weekend is coming up. No idea what I'll do for it. Deener wants to see me, and I need the time alone. Dunno what to do.
Actually, I DO know what to do. Find a job and move out. IT's 12:16AM right now. I'm sure my job search will be over by 1AM. And then? I'll go right back to bed, listen to the radio. Try to read a book without my Dad asking me what the temperature is evey 15 minutes.
I need a nice air conditioned bankvault with the only lock on the inside. I could live in peace, there. :P
