We lull them into a false sense of security with our misshapen crania, then we POUNCE.

[dolari]

What a wierd night. Metaphysical zaniness follows...

First, during my meditation I made a decision that we're all happy with. I'll leave that revelation to a time that I feel more secure in telling it.

However, this time while I was meditating, some rather disturbing things showed up in the imagery. So I pulled up Hanna (something I've been doing lately...pulling up my characters from their playland and meeting them face to face...right now Hanna and Hatchaya are the ones I can interact with best) and she got them to go away. After a while, we talked a LOT about stories, and what she wanted and what I wanted when I noticed I was beginning to get a headache between my eyes, just above the bridge of my nose. She noticed it too and told me to "brighten my shield." I did, and I heard a distinctly male voice, as loud as if it was spoken right next to me, say "Don't do that."

That's not the first time that's happened. Before bed, I turn up my shield and literally set my brain into read-only mode...and at first I was getting images of faces and the like. A while ago, I heard the sound of wings flapping, and a few nights ago, between a meditation and sleep, I heard something that sounded like a child saying "Hello."

Anyways, I QUICKLY ended the meditation and pulled myself together. The headache went away right away...and then I went to bed. And I got more vivid dreams than I can shake a stick at.

You can read the dreams HERE - http://www.livejournal.com/users/jddreamjournal/day/2002/06/17

And again, I woke up with a MASSIVE headache, that even drinking boatloads of water didn't help it.

It's hard for me to talk about metaphysical stuff...I get really embarassed about it.

The new Spurs logo SUCKS.

Comments

Metaphysics Schmetaphysics!

[kalibex.livejournal.com]

*hehe* Aww, don't be embarrassed by metaphysical stuff! (Like sh*t, it happens!) ^_^

(Sorry...in a strange, emotionally-labile mood myself today.)

Jenn, you have spirit-guides. Have had them for years. ('A spirit-guide' by any other name...') Be it Hanna... or Hatchaya...

Kewlies! ^_^

Not sure about the headache - sounds almost 6th chakra-related. Or the other, male voice. Did you feel as if it were contradicting what Hanna had said? Or just adding additonal commentary? Was it 'familiar' at all, or merely a 'stranger' butting in?

Re: Metaphysics Schmetaphysics!

[jenndolari.livejournal.com]

>*hehe* Aww, don't be embarrassed by metaphysical stuff! (Like sh*t, it happens!) ^_^

You haven't spent the last 27 years preaching the faith of complete and total "prove it to believe it" athiesm...and now have to backtrack on all that. ;)

>Jenn, you have spirit-guides. Have had them for years. ('A spirit-guide' by any other
>name...') Be it Hanna... or Hatchaya...
>Kewlies! ^_^

If that's the case, then I have over 100 or so. ;) I've pulled up others besides those two (Zand, Susan, Young-Middle-Older Andrea, Mason, The Young Queen....)

>Not sure about the headache - sounds almost 6th chakra-related. Or the other, male voice. Did
>you feel as if it were contradicting what Hanna had said? Or just adding additonal
>commentary? Was it 'familiar' at all, or merely a 'stranger' butting in?

I didn't recognize it as any of my characters, and it sounded angrily annoyed.

As for the disturbing imagery, Hanna and I both realized I was making that up myself, and it wasn't an outside interference.

I did update the link to the Dreams.

Re: Metaphysics Schmetaphysics!

[nathan-r.livejournal.com]

The problem with "prove it to believe it" is that once it's proven, you're sort of obligated to start believing. :) I'm not sure I like the sound of this male voice, though-- I hope Hanna can give you more information.

Re: Metaphysics Schmetaphysics!

[jenndolari.livejournal.com]

That's kinda what happened. When things were looking their worst, something happened between two friends of mine that proved to me SOMETHING was there. I don't demand the mechanics to processes to believe them, but SOMETHING happened.

Re: Metaphysics Schmetaphysics!

[zaecus.livejournal.com]

I have a gut reaction to what you describe, and I'd like very much to take this opportunity to say, "Go Hanna!"

Shield's are a Good Thing(TM), and strange voices that tell you not to strengthen them or put them up should be unheeded, but not ignored. ;-)

Actually, I've been wanting to ask you this for quite a while. What's the history of the house and land you're on? I've been wondering about certain aspects of your personality for a while now (That I can't really define in writing, sorry), and I'm wondering if their might not be (A) haunts of some kind (ghosts, Travelers, etc.) that are bound to the house/land or (B) Spirits and Entities that might have followed you out of one of those cemeteries you're fond of visiting.

IME, most of the previously living just need to be convinced that they aren't alive anymore, but there are some who have a mission of some kind or other, even if it's just to get attention. As for those who never had bodies, I deal with them on a case by case basis.

Sorry, this was longer than intended. I'm really responding more out of a gut reaction and some intense curiosity about yur energy pattern than anything else. I'll wander over here and stare at the fake plants, now.

Re: Metaphysics Schmetaphysics!

[jenndolari.livejournal.com]

>Actually, I've been wanting to ask you this for quite a while. What's the history of the
>house and land you're on? I've been wondering about certain aspects of your personality for a
>while now (That I can't really define in writing, sorry), and I'm wondering if their might
>not be (A) haunts of some kind (ghosts, Travelers, etc.) that are bound to the house/land or
>(B) Spirits and Entities that might have followed you out of one of those cemeteries you're
>fond of visiting.

I've moved MANY times with my family, so you'd have to be a bit more specific about which land you want to know about. The house we live on know is just your standard subdivision. It was part of a large cattle grazing ranch dating back at least 100 years, though (I can show yuo the reamnants of the road leading to the ranch, and the site of an old cattle guard. And via satellite imagery, yuo can make out the roads that used to criss-cross the area. We've lived here for about ten years.

I've since moved away from that house, and am living in Austin.

There ARE spirits in the house. I've sensed at least one on occasion always at the foot of the stairs...I figured it was the spirit of my dog, who used to sit on the stares all day waiting from someone to come home. My friend Angie also says my grandmother and Grandfather are tere as well, which is wierd considering when they died, we lived at the house BEFORE this one.

However, Angie also pinged on very dark and evil spirit in the house...she pointed to the room above us, where my mother was sleeping.

All my friends who have never met my mother, see her as something "not right" and occasionally "evil." I'l never forget when a six year old saw my mother coming up the driveway of her house and said "Mean lady coming."

*nod*

[zaecus.livejournal.com]

Believe it or not, That was one of two possible answers I was expecting. I am sure you and your mother (for a variety of reasons) have a different dynamic than another mother daughter pair I know of, but a lot of little clues lead me to suspect either what you mention or that one of your grandparents was a mystical talent and passed on their gifts to you. Might that also be possible?

I don't want to go into any more here, but now I really want to talk to you in person ;-)

Re: *nod*

[jenndolari.livejournal.com]

Well, there's always EMail. :)