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Mar. 27th, 2011 04:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dolariIm having an embarrasment of riches moment.
I can pick up a 3DS. I have the money, and it wont bankrupt me. All my bills are paid and I have $500 left over.
But I can only do so because of free medical supplies I got because I couldnt afford earlier this month. And donations made by fans for the same reason. And I have a real guilty conscious about spending any of that on anything but medicine.
I also owe one of the roomies $620. I've been making payments for sometime ($700 in one month). Giving her the 3DS money would not pay her off, and with the free samples dried up, may not make a 3DS possible later. Still I owe her, and its rough to enjoy the game knowing I'm still in debt.
I also have had an incredibly rough four months and would like a treat. I've been looking forward to this for a year. But...I owe. And its not medicine.
Sigh. I have a day to decide.
I can pick up a 3DS. I have the money, and it wont bankrupt me. All my bills are paid and I have $500 left over.
But I can only do so because of free medical supplies I got because I couldnt afford earlier this month. And donations made by fans for the same reason. And I have a real guilty conscious about spending any of that on anything but medicine.
I also owe one of the roomies $620. I've been making payments for sometime ($700 in one month). Giving her the 3DS money would not pay her off, and with the free samples dried up, may not make a 3DS possible later. Still I owe her, and its rough to enjoy the game knowing I'm still in debt.
I also have had an incredibly rough four months and would like a treat. I've been looking forward to this for a year. But...I owe. And its not medicine.
Sigh. I have a day to decide.
