FINEST K.O. - You lose.

I can't believe it. She WON.

About 8PM - I hear waterworks. My sister and Dad NEVER talk to each other. EVER. Unless she wants something. So basically, I get called in and reamed for being so mean to her, never allowed to get myseide across, and now I'm not supposed to be on the internet...AT ALL.

FUCK THAT. Already I've resurrected my K4sumi account from beign deleted because Dad never EVER changes his password, and made my account the master account. Let's see if yuo can delete THAT you fucker.

I have a sister who is 24, going on SEVEN. A father who is FIFTY THREE going on twelve. A mother who is FIFTY going on Darth Vader. And then me. 27 going on Cinderella.

Sometimes the forces of good CANNOT defeat the forces of evil. Especially when they gang up on you. And I think it's time for a tactical retreat. Actually, a tactical abandonnment.

Yup. Run away, jus tlikeI always do. Run to Geri's. Run to Pennsylvania. Run back home.

I spent this whole evening binge eating. It was I could do to keep from burning this house down.

What have I gained since coming here? A roof, and three squares a day (well, more like eighteen a day the way this family eats). What have I lost? My identity, my independence, my self-respect, my health and my happiness.

I think I may need to go to Austin a lot SOONER than Friday. And may need to be for more than just a visit.

Tonight I apply for EVERY damned job I can find in Austin. This employment problem ENDS NOW. This family situation ENDS NOW.

Here I am less than a person. I am a utility.
I am not a utility. I am a PERSON.

FINEST K.O. - You lose.

I can't believe it. She WON.

About 8PM - I hear waterworks. My sister and Dad NEVER talk to each other. EVER. Unless she wants something. So basically, I get called in and reamed for being so mean to her, never allowed to get myseide across, and now I'm not supposed to be on the internet...AT ALL.

FUCK THAT. Already I've resurrected my K4sumi account from beign deleted because Dad never EVER changes his password, and made my account the master account. Let's see if yuo can delete THAT you fucker.

I have a sister who is 24, going on SEVEN. A father who is FIFTY THREE going on twelve. A mother who is FIFTY going on Darth Vader. And then me. 27 going on Cinderella.

Sometimes the forces of good CANNOT defeat the forces of evil. Especially when they gang up on you. And I think it's time for a tactical retreat. Actually, a tactical abandonnment.

Yup. Run away, jus tlikeI always do. Run to Geri's. Run to Pennsylvania. Run back home.

I spent this whole evening binge eating. It was I could do to keep from burning this house down.

What have I gained since coming here? A roof, and three squares a day (well, more like eighteen a day the way this family eats). What have I lost? My identity, my independence, my self-respect, my health and my happiness.

I think I may need to go to Austin a lot SOONER than Friday. And may need to be for more than just a visit.

Tonight I apply for EVERY damned job I can find in Austin. This employment problem ENDS NOW. This family situation ENDS NOW.

Here I am less than a person. I am a utility.
I am not a utility. I am a PERSON.

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There will be no recap of this weekend, I'm just gonna try and put it all behind me.

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There will be no recap of this weekend, I'm just gonna try and put it all behind me.

FINEST K.O - You win

Heh.

Karma's a BITCH.

Heh.

After the events of last night, it took every ounce of willpower not to throw off one of my Haoh Soo Kooh Kens (AKA my Kinko's Stress Reliever). I was told I really shouldn't do those anymore because they seem to be something magical.

It took a LOT of willpower to keep that from happening. Especially now.

Heh.

I posted a bunch of resumes before bed.

Heh.

When I woke up today, I woke up to an EMail that said I'd gotten a callback from one of my resumes.

I also woke up to the realization that my sister's computer's hard drive fried.

I also woke up to the realization that the cable went out.

And I didn't do a THING.

My sister's computer took almost all day to repair, she lost EVERYTHING. MY father's Spur's game? Couldn't watch it! No cable!

My day was pretty boring...but I've been thankful all day to whatever/whoever did this for me. All without a Haoh Soo Kooh Ken to be done.

I've been strangely giddy all day over this, and I'll admit, thinking about last night STILL pisses me off, but DAMN today felt good.

Heh.

FINEST K.O - You win

Heh.

Karma's a BITCH.

Heh.

After the events of last night, it took every ounce of willpower not to throw off one of my Haoh Soo Kooh Kens (AKA my Kinko's Stress Reliever). I was told I really shouldn't do those anymore because they seem to be something magical.

It took a LOT of willpower to keep that from happening. Especially now.

Heh.

I posted a bunch of resumes before bed.

Heh.

When I woke up today, I woke up to an EMail that said I'd gotten a callback from one of my resumes.

I also woke up to the realization that my sister's computer's hard drive fried.

I also woke up to the realization that the cable went out.

And I didn't do a THING.

My sister's computer took almost all day to repair, she lost EVERYTHING. MY father's Spur's game? Couldn't watch it! No cable!

My day was pretty boring...but I've been thankful all day to whatever/whoever did this for me. All without a Haoh Soo Kooh Ken to be done.

I've been strangely giddy all day over this, and I'll admit, thinking about last night STILL pisses me off, but DAMN today felt good.

Heh.