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My day is summed up thusly:
I may have a job on Wednesday. Please send good things my way. PLEASE. :)
I may have a job on Wednesday. Please send good things my way. PLEASE. :)
Feb. 12th, 2002
Always on the verge of the employed....
Feb. 12th, 2002 04:51 pmJob fell through.
If you need me, I'll be inside my head playing with my own budding insanity.
If you need me, I'll be inside my head playing with my own budding insanity.
There were lyrics in this space.
That was until I was told my parents will be using my truck till Friday.
So I can't go to Austin.
I can't get a job.
I have a screwdriver in my hand. I wonder if the hand can exert enough pressure to DRILL INTO MY SKULL REPEATEDLY before I pass out. If I can ust get to the grey matter, I could scramble it up good and make life a lot more fun.
It's okay - I figured it out.
It's fate's decision that I should stay home, and be humiliated on a daily basis for crimes against humanity I have done over the last three millenia. I have no idea what those crimes are, but I'm sure they were very very very heinous enough to warrant ,y treatment in the last few years.
It's so simple, I don't know why I didn't see it before.
So, here's a lesson for the rest of the world - Be Nice to Each Other or you could have a life like mine.
That is all. I'm going to lie down for a bit, and try to convince myself this is just the anger talking and not the real direction of my life.
That was until I was told my parents will be using my truck till Friday.
So I can't go to Austin.
I can't get a job.
I have a screwdriver in my hand. I wonder if the hand can exert enough pressure to DRILL INTO MY SKULL REPEATEDLY before I pass out. If I can ust get to the grey matter, I could scramble it up good and make life a lot more fun.
It's okay - I figured it out.
It's fate's decision that I should stay home, and be humiliated on a daily basis for crimes against humanity I have done over the last three millenia. I have no idea what those crimes are, but I'm sure they were very very very heinous enough to warrant ,y treatment in the last few years.
It's so simple, I don't know why I didn't see it before.
So, here's a lesson for the rest of the world - Be Nice to Each Other or you could have a life like mine.
That is all. I'm going to lie down for a bit, and try to convince myself this is just the anger talking and not the real direction of my life.
There were lyrics in this space.
That was until I was told my parents will be using my truck till Friday.
So I can't go to Austin.
I can't get a job.
I have a screwdriver in my hand. I wonder if the hand can exert enough pressure to DRILL INTO MY SKULL REPEATEDLY before I pass out. If I can ust get to the grey matter, I could scramble it up good and make life a lot more fun.
It's okay - I figured it out.
It's fate's decision that I should stay home, and be humiliated on a daily basis for crimes against humanity I have done over the last three millenia. I have no idea what those crimes are, but I'm sure they were very very very heinous enough to warrant ,y treatment in the last few years.
It's so simple, I don't know why I didn't see it before.
So, here's a lesson for the rest of the world - Be Nice to Each Other or you could have a life like mine.
That is all. I'm going to lie down for a bit, and try to convince myself this is just the anger talking and not the real direction of my life.
That was until I was told my parents will be using my truck till Friday.
So I can't go to Austin.
I can't get a job.
I have a screwdriver in my hand. I wonder if the hand can exert enough pressure to DRILL INTO MY SKULL REPEATEDLY before I pass out. If I can ust get to the grey matter, I could scramble it up good and make life a lot more fun.
It's okay - I figured it out.
It's fate's decision that I should stay home, and be humiliated on a daily basis for crimes against humanity I have done over the last three millenia. I have no idea what those crimes are, but I'm sure they were very very very heinous enough to warrant ,y treatment in the last few years.
It's so simple, I don't know why I didn't see it before.
So, here's a lesson for the rest of the world - Be Nice to Each Other or you could have a life like mine.
That is all. I'm going to lie down for a bit, and try to convince myself this is just the anger talking and not the real direction of my life.