(no subject)

I faced the door and all my shame
Tearin' off each piece of chain
Until they all were broken

But no matter how I tried
The other side was locked so tight
The door it wouldn't open

Gave it all that I got
And started to knock
Shouted for someone
To open the lock
I just gotta get through the door

And the more that I knocked
The hotter I got
The hotter I got
The harder I'd knock
I just gotta break through the door

Gotta knock a little harder
Gotta knock a little harder
Gotta knock a little harder
Break through the door

(no subject)

I faced the door and all my shame
Tearin' off each piece of chain
Until they all were broken

But no matter how I tried
The other side was locked so tight
The door it wouldn't open

Gave it all that I got
And started to knock
Shouted for someone
To open the lock
I just gotta get through the door

And the more that I knocked
The hotter I got
The hotter I got
The harder I'd knock
I just gotta break through the door

Gotta knock a little harder
Gotta knock a little harder
Gotta knock a little harder
Break through the door

We super heroes bruise easily you know.

So here we are. 3:21 AM. Dean is asleep on the bed, I'm plugging away at the keyboard after hogging out on chocolate cheesecake ice cream. And all through my head is this idea of "What to do." Strangely enough, it feels like 1997 all over again. Like nothing has changed.

Things have changed, though, however imperceptibly.

I had a lot I wanted to say, but...this is Dean's tragedy, not mine. And yet I hurt from it. It hurts me to see Dean hurting. Somethings never change.

We super heroes bruise easily you know.

So here we are. 3:21 AM. Dean is asleep on the bed, I'm plugging away at the keyboard after hogging out on chocolate cheesecake ice cream. And all through my head is this idea of "What to do." Strangely enough, it feels like 1997 all over again. Like nothing has changed.

Things have changed, though, however imperceptibly.

I had a lot I wanted to say, but...this is Dean's tragedy, not mine. And yet I hurt from it. It hurts me to see Dean hurting. Somethings never change.