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Aug. 23rd, 2001 05:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dolariApple called me today.
I didn't get the job.
They said it was because I didn't have enough customer service experience. Fuck that. A year of Kinko's, half a year a Dell, half a year at Zenith, two years of retail. WHAT THE FUCK WAS ALL THAT?
I know why. It's because I'm ugly. Very ugly. I have the knowledge, and the experience, but in the female world, that doesn't matter if you're ugly. I can't change what I am, but even the freaks need to eat, you know. When it comes to beauty, I don't cut it. And don't give me any "You're beautiful on the inside" claptrap. That doesn't count for people who don't know you.
This year wants me dead, and it's SO close to killing me. UNBELIEVABLY close.
I think I'm going to go now...take a walk...and cry. I guess I'm going home. I don't what to. But I can't afford anything else, anymore.
I think I need to go for a walk. Definitely.
A long long long walk.
I didn't get the job.
They said it was because I didn't have enough customer service experience. Fuck that. A year of Kinko's, half a year a Dell, half a year at Zenith, two years of retail. WHAT THE FUCK WAS ALL THAT?
I know why. It's because I'm ugly. Very ugly. I have the knowledge, and the experience, but in the female world, that doesn't matter if you're ugly. I can't change what I am, but even the freaks need to eat, you know. When it comes to beauty, I don't cut it. And don't give me any "You're beautiful on the inside" claptrap. That doesn't count for people who don't know you.
This year wants me dead, and it's SO close to killing me. UNBELIEVABLY close.
I think I'm going to go now...take a walk...and cry. I guess I'm going home. I don't what to. But I can't afford anything else, anymore.
I think I need to go for a walk. Definitely.
A long long long walk.
