Within and Without

[dolari]

I almost forgot - never did draw my visitor fromthe other night...however, it brings abck other things. I think I may have been visited before, and scoured the dream journal.

Most of this dates from around the time of the "Tree Incident" (Those who know, will get that reference), when everything was on "High Alert."

I'm noticing now that that high alert is gone. As a matter of fact, it's ALL gone. For a while it seems.

Anyways, here're some fun things from my deram journal.

http://www.livejournal.com/~jddreamjournal/day/2002/01/06 - I'm walking home in a giant building when I notice I'm being followed by two people in suits that are meant to make them invisible. I can see them, though, wearing what looks to be yellow body stockings. They're following me around this building. Two of my aunts come up to me asking if I stil work at Dell. I tell them know and try to sho them off. They keep asking me if I can ge tthem some of the leather from Dell. I say no and shoo them off. I climb up a spiral staircase, and see them following me up. I hide in the recess of the staircase and they pass me. I continue up to my hotel room. Where I notice teh door is open.. Inside are the two people in their invisibility suits pointing guns at me. I tell them to drop their guns, and surprisingly they do. I tell them to undress and put ALL their weapons down. They do, and it's a HUGE amount of weapons. All sorts of guns knives and daggers. I tell them to get on a bed, with the female one on top of the male, and I pull out a video recorder. This way I have a video to blackmail them with. I start recording and the male killer screams NOW! Someone tries to garrotte me with a small piece of rope. I managed to grab the rope and pull it from my neck and head butt the woman tryign to kill me. I lok at her and say "You failed. Now it's my turn, and I bite, and dig INTO her nose. I taste the blood and let go. I take a piece of her nose with me, even though I didn't want to bite ti off. She screams. As I turn around, the two original killers are searching for a dagger. I stop them, and then tell them all to leave. I'll kill myself. I have nowhere else to go anyways. They belive me and leave.

Again, something abour these two was "consistent" to the point where Iw as trying to even shake off the inconsistent people and randomness around me. Theyw eren't your usual dream constructs.

http://www.livejournal.com/~jddreamjournal/day/2002/01/08 - Repeated images of someone in a gold light, or in firelight trying to tell me something.

I'm in bed today. I reach down and feel someone's leg wrap around mine. Opening my eyes, I see a naked woman lying with me under the covers. She tries to seduce me until I realize she is a friend from High School who is now married. I stop her, and she gets mad at me.

Now that I think about this - these two are the same person. I thought maybe the first was Allison, but no, they WERE the same person. Sexual dreams almost never happen to me, and when they do, I try to get out of that situation (because of my "Affliction" I'm one of the few people who actually hate sex). I wonder what that one trying to seduce me wanted?

Okay, sleepytime is now.