Chopper Rick
Nov. 14th, 2002 04:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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I've spent the entire day in a sense of anxiety. I don't know over what, or why, but a constant steady state of unease. I feel worried and scared and sick...and I don't know why.
Starting Frisay, I'll be moving my stuff over to Dean's place. Slowly, but surely, I'll be moving there. I'm really glad because this is a 80 mile round trip from Webbervill to Roundrock, instead of a 15 to 20 round trip from Dean's to Round Rock. As it is, I'm outta gas and have NO money.
Dell is hiring techs at $13.50 an hour. Should I swallow my pride? Go back to Dell and hope it works out this time? They're paying exactly what I made as a regular employee...although a part of me insists that they rehire me point blank.
As for the current job, I'm not too happy with it, as you've prolly read, but I did something today to force myself to stick it out until I find something better instead of just up and quitting it.
November 27th, I have an appointment with a doctor...to get back on my hormones.
And thank goodness for that.
Funny thing - my last day of training at the new place, I met a high school friend. Treated me to dinner. :)
I don't like being taken care of. I don't like being a burden. If I'm doing something that you don't like, please tell me. I'll do what I can about it.
I wish I could shake this antsy-ness. I think it's about time I sat down and had a meditation...a real honest to goodness one. The ones I've been doing are all visualization exzcersizes.
Speaking of which - anyone know of a very tall thin angelic like being with a long long pointed face whose noise bisects his face frmo chin to forehead and has a hairdo like blonde flame? If so, get back to me. I wanna talk to you.
I've spent the entire day in a sense of anxiety. I don't know over what, or why, but a constant steady state of unease. I feel worried and scared and sick...and I don't know why.
Starting Frisay, I'll be moving my stuff over to Dean's place. Slowly, but surely, I'll be moving there. I'm really glad because this is a 80 mile round trip from Webbervill to Roundrock, instead of a 15 to 20 round trip from Dean's to Round Rock. As it is, I'm outta gas and have NO money.
Dell is hiring techs at $13.50 an hour. Should I swallow my pride? Go back to Dell and hope it works out this time? They're paying exactly what I made as a regular employee...although a part of me insists that they rehire me point blank.
As for the current job, I'm not too happy with it, as you've prolly read, but I did something today to force myself to stick it out until I find something better instead of just up and quitting it.
November 27th, I have an appointment with a doctor...to get back on my hormones.
And thank goodness for that.
Funny thing - my last day of training at the new place, I met a high school friend. Treated me to dinner. :)
I don't like being taken care of. I don't like being a burden. If I'm doing something that you don't like, please tell me. I'll do what I can about it.
I wish I could shake this antsy-ness. I think it's about time I sat down and had a meditation...a real honest to goodness one. The ones I've been doing are all visualization exzcersizes.
Speaking of which - anyone know of a very tall thin angelic like being with a long long pointed face whose noise bisects his face frmo chin to forehead and has a hairdo like blonde flame? If so, get back to me. I wanna talk to you.
