Parte the Thirde: D00D WHERZ MY CAPS?

[dolari]

The other day, I got an IM from a friend who
wanted to know how to build a magick shield. No
ones ever asked me for magick help, and that's
when I've realized I'm completely Magick Blind.
There was a while there were I felt every living
thing on the planet buzzing like a caffiene
addict, but it's all gone now.

I did my best, gave her some advice that was
given to me about visualization of flasks and
forcefields and wished her luck.

I just naturally assumed this Magick stuff wasn't
for me.

However, when I was literally "breaking out" back
then, there was a specific feeling I had, like
butterflies in the stomach, only a lot weaker. I
noticed this time around, the closer I got home,
the more I felt it and now that I'm back home, I
feel it constantly. I also notice that while i'm
here, my severely weak magical will works. I
used it to get The Uncle to go away by
visualizing him with crystal clarity being
pushed.

I wonder if you can literally ground something to
the point that it ANCHORS in a spot. I notice
here that I can do a lot of stuff I thought I
lost over the months.

Or, if maybe I wasn't doing anything at all, but
my mother is (who has a will the size of New
Jersey, and just as smelly), and I'm tapping into
that.