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dolariI saw Revenge of the Sith yesterday. I really want to comment on it...but...well...I can't. Something happened to me Sunday Morning that I really didn't notice until I went to see the movie. Sunday morning, I just kinda "fell numb." Aggravating things happened to me at work, and suddenly, they just weren't aggrivating. They just weren't anything.
When I woke up, I took a quick shower, went to the theater and sat down to watch...
...and there was nothing...
I mean, the movie was going on, and it looked quite exciting and all...but I just had no real "investment" in it. I've always had a sort of dissasociation with movies and TV. I'm more interested in how the story is told, versus the story being told...but this was different. Jokes didn't make me laugh, deaths didn't make me sad...the movie was just kinda...there.
It didn't SEEM like a bad movie. I just had no interest in it.
I finally recognized the feeling I was had the other day, where I woke up and my "emotions" just didn't wake up with me. I kinda wonder if this is the same thing Erin had the other day, with her low hormone levels, but was it just a "click?" That seems like somthing that would sneak up on you, instead of flipping a switch
After the movie, I went back to sleep and wasted my Sunday because of the 160 mile round trip for hormones.
I woke up at 10:30 AM, and felt the same way. Just had no real happy or sad feeling. Still just blank. Which is probably a good thing because....
1) I forgot my camera
2) Spilled my soda all over my feet before I'd even taken a drink.
3) I had to make a quick detour to the post office since they can't be open when I'm awake
4) Had a blowout in the middle of nowhere
5) Attempted to call my doctor two minutes before time a train ran through effectively muting my call
6) Drove through an acident involving sand, and huge clouds thereof with my windows down.
7) Somehow after a month of biking and watching what I eat, gaining 7 pounds
8) Cancelling my trip to see Steph because of the blowout making me too late
9) Rearending someone in a parking lot. (At least it was just a tiny tap, no harm, no foul, no insurance traded)
Through this all, I just kinda felt..."Oh, well." After the rearend, though, it all just began to hit me and I cried for a few minutes, but eventually, that went away and The Blank returned. I'm still feeling blank, although I get a little sad when I realize I have to work tomorrow.
When I'm a little more emotional, I'll talk about what I remember about the movie....
When I woke up, I took a quick shower, went to the theater and sat down to watch...
...and there was nothing...
I mean, the movie was going on, and it looked quite exciting and all...but I just had no real "investment" in it. I've always had a sort of dissasociation with movies and TV. I'm more interested in how the story is told, versus the story being told...but this was different. Jokes didn't make me laugh, deaths didn't make me sad...the movie was just kinda...there.
It didn't SEEM like a bad movie. I just had no interest in it.
I finally recognized the feeling I was had the other day, where I woke up and my "emotions" just didn't wake up with me. I kinda wonder if this is the same thing Erin had the other day, with her low hormone levels, but was it just a "click?" That seems like somthing that would sneak up on you, instead of flipping a switch
After the movie, I went back to sleep and wasted my Sunday because of the 160 mile round trip for hormones.
I woke up at 10:30 AM, and felt the same way. Just had no real happy or sad feeling. Still just blank. Which is probably a good thing because....
1) I forgot my camera
2) Spilled my soda all over my feet before I'd even taken a drink.
3) I had to make a quick detour to the post office since they can't be open when I'm awake
4) Had a blowout in the middle of nowhere
5) Attempted to call my doctor two minutes before time a train ran through effectively muting my call
6) Drove through an acident involving sand, and huge clouds thereof with my windows down.
7) Somehow after a month of biking and watching what I eat, gaining 7 pounds
8) Cancelling my trip to see Steph because of the blowout making me too late
9) Rearending someone in a parking lot. (At least it was just a tiny tap, no harm, no foul, no insurance traded)
Through this all, I just kinda felt..."Oh, well." After the rearend, though, it all just began to hit me and I cried for a few minutes, but eventually, that went away and The Blank returned. I'm still feeling blank, although I get a little sad when I realize I have to work tomorrow.
When I'm a little more emotional, I'll talk about what I remember about the movie....
