Stuff'n'junk.

[dolari]

Talked with Steph today. And Elenderel. There was much rejoicing. Got a possible getaway plan for most of Christmas. If I take it, Mom will bite my head off. Still...need to think about it.

My Pikachu is back to level 13. Yay.

A friend told me this today - don't know what to make of it.

I need to tell you something - but have always been afraid to tell you - it's about how I see you [...] about your spiritual energy - it so far transcends your physicality that you almost seem like some kind of angel in a physical body [...] I have always felt that way [...] what I see and feel from you is not based on what anyone else told me - it's based on what I saw/felt/heard when I was close to death as a child [...] If I close my eyes - and imagine you - I see a ball of light [...] no form - no color - just blinding light [...] not painful - not scary - just - light

I don't take compliments well...and lord knows this is WAY beyond my scope of comprehension. Especially from someone who knows me In Real Life.

Comments

[elenderel.livejournal.com]

that is one of the coolest things I have ever heard anyone say to anyone.

[jenndolari.livejournal.com]

I nonly wish I knew what to make of it. I've never felt special....

[(Anonymous)]

I'm glad you have a getaway plan. I hope you get the chance to take it. Heads grow back. As for the whole light thing, I'll buy it in an instant. I know you're a scientific skeptic, but "There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio / Than are dreamt of in your philosophy." Don't rely on anybody else to tell you what you are, as only you can know for certain (a truth which you, of all people, should understand), but please don't reject this suggestion out of hand. You wouldn't be the first person I've met to have some angel in her.

Nathan

[jenndolari.livejournal.com]

>You wouldn't be the first person I've met to have some angel in her.

::laugh:: SO many people are saying so...I'm guessing that I probably should begin to believe it. But how? And what to do about it....

[(Anonymous)]

Your difficulty grasping what you mean to some people has not been helped by your proximity to [string of explicatives deleted].

ANY chance to get away from there should be taken and leveraged as much as possible to find a means of getting away from there permanantly! You probably don't want to know the things I would be very seriously considering as alternatives to your situation if I were the one in it. Very few unpleasant alternatives would lose to your present situation that sounds far worse every time you describe it, revealing things I wasn't pessimistic enough to think of.

Strangelv