THE POWER OF PONCH COMPELLS YOU!

[dolari]

I have not walked outside the house since late Sunday night. Last sunday. The 17th.

I have done nothing, and have nothing to show for it. I am stuck here, with no way out. I am alone, confused and, sometimes, frightened.

What in heaven's name pursuaded me to move back home? Why didn't I suffer New Girl and move in with Dean. At least there I had a fighting chance.

Ah. I remember now. I thought they'd changed. They did. TillI moved back in. Now I can't get out.

Yes, I'm getting morbid. I admit it. When you're locked up like a prisoner, there's nothing you can do.

Even when they leave, they make sure to not leave me with any transportation. And I've become too sad to walk out of the house. Especially if one of the neighbors lets them know the y"saw" me.

I'm stuck in the bear trap, the wound is infected, and I'm too weak to gnaw my own leg off.

I hate looking for jobs and not finding any. I hate looking for job, finding them, and being told I can't have them.

No one got a resume today.

Comments

It's hard

[(Anonymous)]

but Jenn, please keep your head up..you'll make it through this..I know you will...I believe in you and I belive that you can make it through this...maybe you could ask Erin for help?...you know..stay there for a while in exchange for housework or something...shrugs...I don't really know what to tell you Jenn except it will get better, I'm sure of it.

Eldar (in his new post as the villiage idiot)

argh!

[hurricane-amy.livejournal.com]

my sweet jenn.... i wish there was something i could do to help you. you know that if i still was in sa you could stay with me! that would be fun... anyway, i hope that you will find something or someone to stay with in austin... austin is the place to be for you. you need something much more than san anto and your parents. MY GOD you deserve so much better than your parents. my heart aches and bleeds for you. you know i love you. i hope something good happens to you really really soon!!!

[elenderel.livejournal.com]

I couldn't have said it better than the annoying pixie. :) Chin up, Jenn ... we're all here with you!