The Great Experiment

[dolari]

Okay...

Something I've been thinking about fo r a long long time. I have a terrible feeling abut this, one way or the other. But here we go.

On Monday, at 8PM Central time, I want you, the viewer at home, to concentrate on me. I'd love for you to think about me...AND...think about the WORST thoughts you have about me. You know, I takl to much, or I smell, or I'm melodramatic...whatever, as long as it's a generally BAD though. Do it for 15 seconds at 8PM. That's all I ask.

I have a terrible idea of what is going to happen, but if it does, it'll explain a lot about my family.

Please do it, even if you think it's silly. Please do it, even if you think it's harmful. I need to know this answer.

Thank you, and have a pleasant tomorrow.

Comments

[vaysha.livejournal.com]

That's 6 o'clock my time and it's an awful odd request, concerning even. I will promise to do it as it seems important to you but will you tell us after what the heck this is about?
Luff and wonderful thoughts till 6pm tomorrow
V
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[jenndolari.livejournal.com]

Well...I didn't wanna say until tomorrow, but this is what I've noticed.

People in my family are always miserable. They hate their lives they hate each other, make sure everyone is as miserable to each other as possible. And somehow, they survive. They darn well LIVE off the stuff.

Lately I've noticed that when I'm at my most down, I get a job offern, and when I ask people to wish me luck, I lose that job. The more people wish me luck the worse that "spills over." I not only not get a job, but I lose important stuff on the computer, or my family does something specific to me, or my truck breaks down.

Perfect example - when I was in State College, I got an unexpected check from when I had gotten laid off, about $500. I was ecstatic, and a few hours later my truck broke down. The cost of repair? $500.

I DO believe in a collective consciousness and that concerted effort can yeild results. I do believe that people are wishing me luck, and that I'm GETTING that luck.

I'm also beginning to believe that there is something in my family that "reverses" those feelings. When we are doing well, we are miserable. When we are doing badly, we are happy. I'm beginning to think that also applies to me.

After having so many people wish me well only to fall harder and darker each time, I'm beginning to think that something in me is "Reversing" that good luck into bad luck. By having everyone think of something bad for 15 seconds, wish me bad luck, call me names, generally do something "bad" I have a terrible terrible feeling that I will reverse that, and something GOOD will happen.

I honestly hope that DOESN'T happen, because that would mean in order to be happy I would also need to be miserable. And that's not a life I think I'd enjoy.

But if it's true, it would explain why my mother and sister are the way they are.

It sounds kooky, I know, but I really NEED to know the answer to this before I try anything else. Things are bad, and depserate measures must be taken to get things going again.

Thanks for understanding, and knowing that you are willing to do this, even though you're concerned, means a lot to me.

::HUG::

[jenndolari.livejournal.com]

Adn don't worry too much. :) There'll be a Great Experiment II where I ask you all to think goodness and light stuff, too. :)

[hurricane-amy.livejournal.com]

okay i'm curious now....

[jenndolari.livejournal.com]

Read the comment to Vaysha for more info.

[(Anonymous)]

I'll do it for you, Jenn, or at least I'll try. There's not a lot that's negative that I can think of about you, but I'll give this a shot for your sake.

Nathan

[elenderel.livejournal.com]

Count me in.

[erinlefey.livejournal.com]

Ok, it must be ME that's nuts. This request made perfect sense. Your family seems to thrive on negativity, maybe they do natural energy reversal. Worth a shot...

[hurricane-amy.livejournal.com]

okay, i thought yucky ugly mean thoughts about you sweetie... hope it worked!

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