>Remember when I used to write a lot on here? >Remember when I did two comic and a running story? >Remember when I used to write at all? >Remember when I used to go out and see a movie? >Remember when I used to care how I looked?
You could sum all this up under the heading "remember fun?" This is a scarily familiar question to me. I suffer from clinical depression, and I remember these questions all too well. I beg of you to run-don't-walk to the nearest mental health facility you can find and get help NOW.
The last time I found myself asking questions like this, I attempted suicide, and I think you are altogether too fine a person to risk that. If you feel unwanted, unloved, lonely or misunderstood, for goodness sake, TALK to someone about it. Doesn't have to be a Priest, a Doctor or a Counselor (though the latter two are STRONGLY recommended). Get some heart time, even if you have to do sick days to do it. I should also mention that depression is common when one is ill. Do NOT assume that it is not dangerous, simply because it is temporary.
You matter a lot, to a lot of people, Like me, f'rinstance.
If you need a stranger to vent on, my contact info is: Phone: four-zero-eight four-three-nine seven-four-eight-six Email: bmowder1-at-gmail-dot-com
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Remember fun?
Date: 2010-07-09 11:22 am (UTC)>Remember when I used to write a lot on here?
>Remember when I did two comic and a running story?
>Remember when I used to write at all?
>Remember when I used to go out and see a movie?
>Remember when I used to care how I looked?
You could sum all this up under the heading "remember fun?" This is a scarily familiar question to me. I suffer from clinical depression, and I remember these questions all too well. I beg of you to run-don't-walk to the nearest mental health facility you can find and get help NOW.
The last time I found myself asking questions like this, I attempted suicide, and I think you are altogether too fine a person to risk that. If you feel unwanted, unloved, lonely or misunderstood, for goodness sake, TALK to someone about it. Doesn't have to be a Priest, a Doctor or a Counselor (though the latter two are STRONGLY recommended). Get some heart time, even if you have to do sick days to do it. I should also mention that depression is common when one is ill. Do NOT assume that it is not dangerous, simply because it is temporary.
You matter a lot, to a lot of people, Like me, f'rinstance.
If you need a stranger to vent on, my contact info is:
Phone: four-zero-eight four-three-nine seven-four-eight-six
Email: bmowder1-at-gmail-dot-com