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Jun. 3rd, 2004
I was talking with my supervisor (who has become my supervisor again) about my diet (which I'm not following all too well at all) when I suddenly got a wave of sadness. As people poured into work in the morning, I managed to get a little time to myself and tried to figure out what was up.
And I figured it out. I'm pretty ugly. No two ways about it. I'm overweight, I'm built like a Mac Truck, and look nothing like a woman no matter what I try. So why am I even bothering with this diet? Losing weight isnt going to fix anything. Nothing is really gonna fix anything without some SERIOUS reshaping (I've often said that if I won the lottery, I'd make Michael Jackson's surgery bills look like spare change).
I'm noticing the closer I ge to 30, the more I'm realizing I've wasted half my life chasing a dream that may never come true. So why AM I bothering with this diet? Hard to keep something up when your heart just isnt into it anymore.
In slightly better news, I have a four day weekend coming up. I'm looking forward to it. Friday I'll try to finish the comics, Saturday, a trip to Round Top and Sunday, a trip to Mud City and Erin's. Monday...well...I dunno. Maybe just a veg day. :)
I just saw something cool on ABC Family...a Power Rangers episode where the American actors meet their Japanese counterparts. I'm all for that. :D BTW, when did Sentai series go from 5 Rangers and 1 Special Ranger to 3 Rangers? And they're so SERIOUS now. I miss Bulk and Skull....
I get hotel rooms tomorrow for he con. I'm going. No ifs ands or buts.
And I figured it out. I'm pretty ugly. No two ways about it. I'm overweight, I'm built like a Mac Truck, and look nothing like a woman no matter what I try. So why am I even bothering with this diet? Losing weight isnt going to fix anything. Nothing is really gonna fix anything without some SERIOUS reshaping (I've often said that if I won the lottery, I'd make Michael Jackson's surgery bills look like spare change).
I'm noticing the closer I ge to 30, the more I'm realizing I've wasted half my life chasing a dream that may never come true. So why AM I bothering with this diet? Hard to keep something up when your heart just isnt into it anymore.
In slightly better news, I have a four day weekend coming up. I'm looking forward to it. Friday I'll try to finish the comics, Saturday, a trip to Round Top and Sunday, a trip to Mud City and Erin's. Monday...well...I dunno. Maybe just a veg day. :)
I just saw something cool on ABC Family...a Power Rangers episode where the American actors meet their Japanese counterparts. I'm all for that. :D BTW, when did Sentai series go from 5 Rangers and 1 Special Ranger to 3 Rangers? And they're so SERIOUS now. I miss Bulk and Skull....
I get hotel rooms tomorrow for he con. I'm going. No ifs ands or buts.
I was talking with my supervisor (who has become my supervisor again) about my diet (which I'm not following all too well at all) when I suddenly got a wave of sadness. As people poured into work in the morning, I managed to get a little time to myself and tried to figure out what was up.
And I figured it out. I'm pretty ugly. No two ways about it. I'm overweight, I'm built like a Mac Truck, and look nothing like a woman no matter what I try. So why am I even bothering with this diet? Losing weight isnt going to fix anything. Nothing is really gonna fix anything without some SERIOUS reshaping (I've often said that if I won the lottery, I'd make Michael Jackson's surgery bills look like spare change).
I'm noticing the closer I ge to 30, the more I'm realizing I've wasted half my life chasing a dream that may never come true. So why AM I bothering with this diet? Hard to keep something up when your heart just isnt into it anymore.
In slightly better news, I have a four day weekend coming up. I'm looking forward to it. Friday I'll try to finish the comics, Saturday, a trip to Round Top and Sunday, a trip to Mud City and Erin's. Monday...well...I dunno. Maybe just a veg day. :)
I just saw something cool on ABC Family...a Power Rangers episode where the American actors meet their Japanese counterparts. I'm all for that. :D BTW, when did Sentai series go from 5 Rangers and 1 Special Ranger to 3 Rangers? And they're so SERIOUS now. I miss Bulk and Skull....
I get hotel rooms tomorrow for he con. I'm going. No ifs ands or buts.
And I figured it out. I'm pretty ugly. No two ways about it. I'm overweight, I'm built like a Mac Truck, and look nothing like a woman no matter what I try. So why am I even bothering with this diet? Losing weight isnt going to fix anything. Nothing is really gonna fix anything without some SERIOUS reshaping (I've often said that if I won the lottery, I'd make Michael Jackson's surgery bills look like spare change).
I'm noticing the closer I ge to 30, the more I'm realizing I've wasted half my life chasing a dream that may never come true. So why AM I bothering with this diet? Hard to keep something up when your heart just isnt into it anymore.
In slightly better news, I have a four day weekend coming up. I'm looking forward to it. Friday I'll try to finish the comics, Saturday, a trip to Round Top and Sunday, a trip to Mud City and Erin's. Monday...well...I dunno. Maybe just a veg day. :)
I just saw something cool on ABC Family...a Power Rangers episode where the American actors meet their Japanese counterparts. I'm all for that. :D BTW, when did Sentai series go from 5 Rangers and 1 Special Ranger to 3 Rangers? And they're so SERIOUS now. I miss Bulk and Skull....
I get hotel rooms tomorrow for he con. I'm going. No ifs ands or buts.
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Jun. 3rd, 2004 07:42 amOn a totally unrelated to the last note - I thought it was VERY important that this be said about the latest episode of Closetspace. And since no one reads my comic forums, I'm posting it here andon the RSS feed:
Episode #83
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And now it's completely out of the bag. Sure Allison was a another TS, just like Carrie. But the full secret was that it was The Wrong Thing To Do.
This is actually something that happened to a friend of mine, who had her surgery and it ended up making her life worse. She's faring much better than Allison is, however.
I've always felt a tad bit responsible for her getting the surgery, egging her on when things looked down, or when she needed support. And while she doesn't blame me, I felt I needed to let people know that It Doesn't Always Work Out.
To be honest, the secret Allison had was not the one she had when we started the story. There she was just a Crossdresser who never had the surgery.
(no subject)
Jun. 3rd, 2004 07:42 amOn a totally unrelated to the last note - I thought it was VERY important that this be said about the latest episode of Closetspace. And since no one reads my comic forums, I'm posting it here andon the RSS feed:
Episode #83
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And now it's completely out of the bag. Sure Allison was a another TS, just like Carrie. But the full secret was that it was The Wrong Thing To Do.
This is actually something that happened to a friend of mine, who had her surgery and it ended up making her life worse. She's faring much better than Allison is, however.
I've always felt a tad bit responsible for her getting the surgery, egging her on when things looked down, or when she needed support. And while she doesn't blame me, I felt I needed to let people know that It Doesn't Always Work Out.
To be honest, the secret Allison had was not the one she had when we started the story. There she was just a Crossdresser who never had the surgery.