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dolariI was talking with my supervisor (who has become my supervisor again) about my diet (which I'm not following all too well at all) when I suddenly got a wave of sadness. As people poured into work in the morning, I managed to get a little time to myself and tried to figure out what was up.
And I figured it out. I'm pretty ugly. No two ways about it. I'm overweight, I'm built like a Mac Truck, and look nothing like a woman no matter what I try. So why am I even bothering with this diet? Losing weight isnt going to fix anything. Nothing is really gonna fix anything without some SERIOUS reshaping (I've often said that if I won the lottery, I'd make Michael Jackson's surgery bills look like spare change).
I'm noticing the closer I ge to 30, the more I'm realizing I've wasted half my life chasing a dream that may never come true. So why AM I bothering with this diet? Hard to keep something up when your heart just isnt into it anymore.
In slightly better news, I have a four day weekend coming up. I'm looking forward to it. Friday I'll try to finish the comics, Saturday, a trip to Round Top and Sunday, a trip to Mud City and Erin's. Monday...well...I dunno. Maybe just a veg day. :)
I just saw something cool on ABC Family...a Power Rangers episode where the American actors meet their Japanese counterparts. I'm all for that. :D BTW, when did Sentai series go from 5 Rangers and 1 Special Ranger to 3 Rangers? And they're so SERIOUS now. I miss Bulk and Skull....
I get hotel rooms tomorrow for he con. I'm going. No ifs ands or buts.
And I figured it out. I'm pretty ugly. No two ways about it. I'm overweight, I'm built like a Mac Truck, and look nothing like a woman no matter what I try. So why am I even bothering with this diet? Losing weight isnt going to fix anything. Nothing is really gonna fix anything without some SERIOUS reshaping (I've often said that if I won the lottery, I'd make Michael Jackson's surgery bills look like spare change).
I'm noticing the closer I ge to 30, the more I'm realizing I've wasted half my life chasing a dream that may never come true. So why AM I bothering with this diet? Hard to keep something up when your heart just isnt into it anymore.
In slightly better news, I have a four day weekend coming up. I'm looking forward to it. Friday I'll try to finish the comics, Saturday, a trip to Round Top and Sunday, a trip to Mud City and Erin's. Monday...well...I dunno. Maybe just a veg day. :)
I just saw something cool on ABC Family...a Power Rangers episode where the American actors meet their Japanese counterparts. I'm all for that. :D BTW, when did Sentai series go from 5 Rangers and 1 Special Ranger to 3 Rangers? And they're so SERIOUS now. I miss Bulk and Skull....
I get hotel rooms tomorrow for he con. I'm going. No ifs ands or buts.
