Feb. 12th, 2005
The last few days I've been in a bit of a funk. I can't figure out what it is, except that maybe Valentine's day is coming up. Never been an issue before and nothing is pointing me to "Yes, that's it!"
I think Dean has been picking up on the vibe, since I've come home the last few days with cute little gifts. Two days ago, it was a mouse shaped pill box. Yesterday a mini-stairstep waterfall. Today a slice of pizza. He's a good kid.
I just wish I could shake these blues off. Usually, I can pinpoint the offending action, and fix it. This time I just can't. I just FEEL sad. There's nothing to shake off. Even in 2001, which I spent nearly completely in depression, I could point to Action A B and C and say THAT'S what caused this. The closest thing I've had to an explanation this time around is "I'm Lonely."
Maybe it is Valentine's Day....
I think Dean has been picking up on the vibe, since I've come home the last few days with cute little gifts. Two days ago, it was a mouse shaped pill box. Yesterday a mini-stairstep waterfall. Today a slice of pizza. He's a good kid.
I just wish I could shake these blues off. Usually, I can pinpoint the offending action, and fix it. This time I just can't. I just FEEL sad. There's nothing to shake off. Even in 2001, which I spent nearly completely in depression, I could point to Action A B and C and say THAT'S what caused this. The closest thing I've had to an explanation this time around is "I'm Lonely."
Maybe it is Valentine's Day....
The last few days I've been in a bit of a funk. I can't figure out what it is, except that maybe Valentine's day is coming up. Never been an issue before and nothing is pointing me to "Yes, that's it!"
I think Dean has been picking up on the vibe, since I've come home the last few days with cute little gifts. Two days ago, it was a mouse shaped pill box. Yesterday a mini-stairstep waterfall. Today a slice of pizza. He's a good kid.
I just wish I could shake these blues off. Usually, I can pinpoint the offending action, and fix it. This time I just can't. I just FEEL sad. There's nothing to shake off. Even in 2001, which I spent nearly completely in depression, I could point to Action A B and C and say THAT'S what caused this. The closest thing I've had to an explanation this time around is "I'm Lonely."
Maybe it is Valentine's Day....
I think Dean has been picking up on the vibe, since I've come home the last few days with cute little gifts. Two days ago, it was a mouse shaped pill box. Yesterday a mini-stairstep waterfall. Today a slice of pizza. He's a good kid.
I just wish I could shake these blues off. Usually, I can pinpoint the offending action, and fix it. This time I just can't. I just FEEL sad. There's nothing to shake off. Even in 2001, which I spent nearly completely in depression, I could point to Action A B and C and say THAT'S what caused this. The closest thing I've had to an explanation this time around is "I'm Lonely."
Maybe it is Valentine's Day....