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dolariThe last few days I've been in a bit of a funk. I can't figure out what it is, except that maybe Valentine's day is coming up. Never been an issue before and nothing is pointing me to "Yes, that's it!"
I think Dean has been picking up on the vibe, since I've come home the last few days with cute little gifts. Two days ago, it was a mouse shaped pill box. Yesterday a mini-stairstep waterfall. Today a slice of pizza. He's a good kid.
I just wish I could shake these blues off. Usually, I can pinpoint the offending action, and fix it. This time I just can't. I just FEEL sad. There's nothing to shake off. Even in 2001, which I spent nearly completely in depression, I could point to Action A B and C and say THAT'S what caused this. The closest thing I've had to an explanation this time around is "I'm Lonely."
Maybe it is Valentine's Day....
I think Dean has been picking up on the vibe, since I've come home the last few days with cute little gifts. Two days ago, it was a mouse shaped pill box. Yesterday a mini-stairstep waterfall. Today a slice of pizza. He's a good kid.
I just wish I could shake these blues off. Usually, I can pinpoint the offending action, and fix it. This time I just can't. I just FEEL sad. There's nothing to shake off. Even in 2001, which I spent nearly completely in depression, I could point to Action A B and C and say THAT'S what caused this. The closest thing I've had to an explanation this time around is "I'm Lonely."
Maybe it is Valentine's Day....
