Oct. 11th, 2007
...Now is as good a time as any." --Lennier
It's not something I've never told ANYONE - I actually think there's very little of that. I've mentioned this in a few family filters, and on the friends filter a few times, but I don't think I've said it publicly. And considering what it means for some of you who I read...well...I guess I should finally say it.
I am envious of anyone who gets their SRS surgeries. Very envious. Rabidly envious. To the point of being resentfully envious. To the point that I let friendships crumble and have to put nasty thoughts out of my head when I talk to someone whose had it.
It's a failing on my part. I'm working on it. It's hard, but I'm getting through and over it.
Coming Out Day doesn't have to mean you just come out of the closet.
In better news: Dean and I met for the first time 11 years ago today. I think I'll have a pepperoni pizza (our first meal) to celebrate.
It's not something I've never told ANYONE - I actually think there's very little of that. I've mentioned this in a few family filters, and on the friends filter a few times, but I don't think I've said it publicly. And considering what it means for some of you who I read...well...I guess I should finally say it.
I am envious of anyone who gets their SRS surgeries. Very envious. Rabidly envious. To the point of being resentfully envious. To the point that I let friendships crumble and have to put nasty thoughts out of my head when I talk to someone whose had it.
It's a failing on my part. I'm working on it. It's hard, but I'm getting through and over it.
Coming Out Day doesn't have to mean you just come out of the closet.
In better news: Dean and I met for the first time 11 years ago today. I think I'll have a pepperoni pizza (our first meal) to celebrate.
...Now is as good a time as any." --Lennier
It's not something I've never told ANYONE - I actually think there's very little of that. I've mentioned this in a few family filters, and on the friends filter a few times, but I don't think I've said it publicly. And considering what it means for some of you who I read...well...I guess I should finally say it.
I am envious of anyone who gets their SRS surgeries. Very envious. Rabidly envious. To the point of being resentfully envious. To the point that I let friendships crumble and have to put nasty thoughts out of my head when I talk to someone whose had it.
It's a failing on my part. I'm working on it. It's hard, but I'm getting through and over it.
Coming Out Day doesn't have to mean you just come out of the closet.
In better news: Dean and I met for the first time 11 years ago today. I think I'll have a pepperoni pizza (our first meal) to celebrate.
It's not something I've never told ANYONE - I actually think there's very little of that. I've mentioned this in a few family filters, and on the friends filter a few times, but I don't think I've said it publicly. And considering what it means for some of you who I read...well...I guess I should finally say it.
I am envious of anyone who gets their SRS surgeries. Very envious. Rabidly envious. To the point of being resentfully envious. To the point that I let friendships crumble and have to put nasty thoughts out of my head when I talk to someone whose had it.
It's a failing on my part. I'm working on it. It's hard, but I'm getting through and over it.
Coming Out Day doesn't have to mean you just come out of the closet.
In better news: Dean and I met for the first time 11 years ago today. I think I'll have a pepperoni pizza (our first meal) to celebrate.