What a wierd night. Metaphysical zaniness follows...
First, during my meditation I made a decision that we're all happy with. I'll leave that revelation to a time that I feel more secure in telling it.
However, this time while I was meditating, some rather disturbing things showed up in the imagery. So I pulled up Hanna (something I've been doing lately...pulling up my characters from their playland and meeting them face to face...right now Hanna and Hatchaya are the ones I can interact with best) and she got them to go away. After a while, we talked a LOT about stories, and what she wanted and what I wanted when I noticed I was beginning to get a headache between my eyes, just above the bridge of my nose. She noticed it too and told me to "brighten my shield." I did, and I heard a distinctly male voice, as loud as if it was spoken right next to me, say "Don't do that."
That's not the first time that's happened. Before bed, I turn up my shield and literally set my brain into read-only mode...and at first I was getting images of faces and the like. A while ago, I heard the sound of wings flapping, and a few nights ago, between a meditation and sleep, I heard something that sounded like a child saying "Hello."
Anyways, I QUICKLY ended the meditation and pulled myself together. The headache went away right away...and then I went to bed. And I got more vivid dreams than I can shake a stick at.
You can read the dreams HERE - http://www.livejournal.com/users/jddreamjournal/day/2002/06/17
And again, I woke up with a MASSIVE headache, that even drinking boatloads of water didn't help it.
It's hard for me to talk about metaphysical stuff...I get really embarassed about it.
The new Spurs logo SUCKS.
First, during my meditation I made a decision that we're all happy with. I'll leave that revelation to a time that I feel more secure in telling it.
However, this time while I was meditating, some rather disturbing things showed up in the imagery. So I pulled up Hanna (something I've been doing lately...pulling up my characters from their playland and meeting them face to face...right now Hanna and Hatchaya are the ones I can interact with best) and she got them to go away. After a while, we talked a LOT about stories, and what she wanted and what I wanted when I noticed I was beginning to get a headache between my eyes, just above the bridge of my nose. She noticed it too and told me to "brighten my shield." I did, and I heard a distinctly male voice, as loud as if it was spoken right next to me, say "Don't do that."
That's not the first time that's happened. Before bed, I turn up my shield and literally set my brain into read-only mode...and at first I was getting images of faces and the like. A while ago, I heard the sound of wings flapping, and a few nights ago, between a meditation and sleep, I heard something that sounded like a child saying "Hello."
Anyways, I QUICKLY ended the meditation and pulled myself together. The headache went away right away...and then I went to bed. And I got more vivid dreams than I can shake a stick at.
You can read the dreams HERE - http://www.livejournal.com/users/jddreamjournal/day/2002/06/17
And again, I woke up with a MASSIVE headache, that even drinking boatloads of water didn't help it.
It's hard for me to talk about metaphysical stuff...I get really embarassed about it.
The new Spurs logo SUCKS.