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Nov. 12th, 2004 02:26 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dolariThere is no Cooch Cash count this week. And there won't be for a while.
Cuase you see, my savings has been wiped out again, and I've come to the conclusion that my surgery wil NOT be happening in July of 2005. Nor will it happen in July of 2006. At best, 2007 will be the earliest.
See, if I don't get the surgery in 2005, then I need to be saving for a new truck. And saving for a new (used) truck will take a whole year of work at the least, saving everything I can. That means my savings will be wiped out again near the middle to end of 2005. Another year of saving means I'll have surgery money by 2007.
I'm not very pleased by this at all. And I'm seriously considering just throwing up my hands at it all and saying Fuck You to it all. I'm fucking 30, going to be 32 before I finally get myself together. And I'm NOWHERE. I've spent so much time pushign at this, I've made no progress in my actual life.
I need to think about all this when I'm not feeling so black.
I will say this.
If I don't need to lose weight for surgery, I'm already gonna say Fuck You to the diet. Binge Lunch, here I come.
Cuase you see, my savings has been wiped out again, and I've come to the conclusion that my surgery wil NOT be happening in July of 2005. Nor will it happen in July of 2006. At best, 2007 will be the earliest.
See, if I don't get the surgery in 2005, then I need to be saving for a new truck. And saving for a new (used) truck will take a whole year of work at the least, saving everything I can. That means my savings will be wiped out again near the middle to end of 2005. Another year of saving means I'll have surgery money by 2007.
I'm not very pleased by this at all. And I'm seriously considering just throwing up my hands at it all and saying Fuck You to it all. I'm fucking 30, going to be 32 before I finally get myself together. And I'm NOWHERE. I've spent so much time pushign at this, I've made no progress in my actual life.
I need to think about all this when I'm not feeling so black.
I will say this.
If I don't need to lose weight for surgery, I'm already gonna say Fuck You to the diet. Binge Lunch, here I come.
