dolari | The best you can is good enough.

I guess even when you see the car crash coming and prepare yourself for the impact, say your prayers to your favorite deity, make sure the airbag light is on, and check your speedometer...the impact still hits.

I've been today on the verge of complete and utter despair and violent homocidal rage. Now is not a good time to be around me.

And don't gve me a task in this mood. If my radio was too loud in this mood, instead of turning it down, I would simply pull the wires out with my bare hand.

And my TV card decided to act up. I ended up pulling the wires out of the dashboard SEVERAL times, and am surprised my computer works at all at this point. I've lost everything I'd had since September, but it's not like I won't have time in the future to fix that.

I haven't decided if there will be comics up Monday or not. AWFW maybe because my mood is perfect for Andrea's storyline, but I just don't feel funny enough to do Closetspace. Maybe next week.

Ever get so mad you just shake? I'm glad I did. I wore myself out without having to throw a single punch.

I cried like a mofo though. And it only took one little thing - a stubbed toe. Once I stubbed it, I just broke down. My entire day has been shit. Maybe tomorrow will be. I for one just wish it would end, soon.

I'm ending the day with three songs that really fit the mood. When I was laid off in 2001, I literally had JUST downloaded AMW's Serpent Rising, Prophecy and Radiohead's Optimistic. I've been listening to them all day.

I shoulda been more prepared.