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Oct. 27th, 2006 01:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dolariUsually I post my dreams in my Dream Journal, but this one seemed kinda momentous for some reason, so I'm posting it here. I'd love some comments.
I'm at work when I'm told I need to pick up some groceries for work. Two loaves of bred and some milk. So I get in my truck and leave in the pouring rain. I go to the old subdivision I used to live in where the grocery store is now located. I get into the store, and get the two loaves of bread and a gallon of milk. In the store, I kept catching glimpses of a friend, Gwen, and then one of the owners of the company I work for tells me in Japanese that he wants to see me as soon as I get back from the store..
Seeing that it's stopped raining and they've redone on street in the subdivistion andknocked down the houses on another street and replaced them with shops, I start looking around. I go down the street with the new houses and I swear I see some women and men dressed in spandex hidden behind bushes lying quietly with their legs open. I catch another glimpse of two women jogging behind some trees also in sportswear, but very strangely colored and shaped sportswear. I keep driving, and come down to a house when I notice a "Monopoly Card" in the window. I take out the camera to take a picture of it when I notice the sidewalk has the monopoly "sidewalk" embossed in the concrete. I follow it in front of several more houses till I come to a small concrete gazebo in the sidewalk. There's a Monopoly game in a table in the middle. That's when I see Gwen again. She tells me that this is the subdivision where she lives. I tell her that this is one street over from where I lived during my middleschool and high school years. She just smiles. Then I remember about the bread and milk, hug her tight, tell her it's nice to finally see her in person, and take off back to work. As I'm driving away, I notice a group of people slowly conglomerating behind her, and it looks like she's apoligizing to them.
I get to work and it's very late, and it's started to rain again. I run in an am about to deliver the bread, when I realize I'm not wearing a shirt (which got wet in the rain). I cover up my breasts and run back to the truck and find my T-shirt. I put it back on, and run inside, drop off the bread and milk. The owner finds me and tells me to not worry about his meeting with me. I go to find my manager, who I find asleeo in a bed. He'd waited to long for me, and decided to sleep in his office till I returned. I try waking him up and he won't wake up. Instead i lie to him as to why I'm so late, telling him my truck broke down. I go back to my desk but my shift is almost over. So I start packing up to go home and then leave.
The next day, I call in sick, and go back to the subdivison again, this time with my girlfriend. Again, I notice things behind the bushes and trees that seem very off. The same men and women in binders, a few suspended from trees. I manage to find the monopoly gazebo, and it seems that it's part of a larger community center. Again Gwen shows up, and gives us a hug, and introduces herself to my girlfriend. She talks about the subdivsion as a place where people live and do what they want without any incrimination. That includes any particular quirks, like the woman who painted his house horridying colors because no other subdivision would have him, and the man with the bondage harem. It's a totally enclosed area and only the people they want to come in can come in. As Gwen lived here, I was allowed to come in. My girlfriend is a little perturbed by this when I mention that it all sounds very kinky, and Gwen says it's not about kink. Again, the crowd seems to begining to form, and Gwen says, maybe it's best we go into the clubhouse and see a short video about the subdivision.
The video is very informative about the subdivision and the reasons it was created (to finally allow a place where people could do what they want without fear of judgement or, as they put it "silly laws") Everything is tolerated, assuming the people (always adults, no children allowed in the subdivision) consent to it. That's their only real rule. As the video is going I feel someone rubbing my thigh with the point on their boot, I mention without turning my head for the person who is doing that to stop it. It becomes faster, and painful. I turn and see the clubhouse is now filled with people. The man rubbing my thigh with his boot is a bearded man with his bondage harem behind him. I tell him to stop and he says okay. I get off my chair, and sit on the floor (if it makes you more comfortable, do it...and I hate sitting on chairs). I reach over for Emily and instead find myself resting my arm on the man's leg again. Gwen gives him a stern look, and he apologetically sits back, and I get back to Emily.
The video ends, and again, Gwen comes up and says we should move in. They want us both here, because we both have problems with the "outside world." At least here we would be tolerated and accepted. I mention again, that it's just too sexual for me, and she looks sternly at the man with his harem. "He's a controlling ass that one. He's definately under consideration for eviction. Especially after what he just pulled with you." I mention that it still just seems to sexual for me, to which Gwen replies - "It's not about sex...it's not even about acceptance. It's about wether you are you ready to live in the hearts and minds of others."
I turn to my girlfriend, and ask her what she thinks. She's clearly shaken by the harem guy;s advances on me, and says she wouldn't feel comfortable here. I turn to Gwen and say "I'm sorry, we can't." She just smiles in that dissapointed smile way and says that's okay. You're doing better out there than you think you are...we just wanted to make it easier. I hug Gwen, and suddenly there's a line up - everyone wants to hug us. I allow it, but my girlfriend is not so quick and is clearly uncomfortable with it. We decide to leave, when I see those two spandexed girls jogging past. As I'm hugging one man, he says "those are my girls, we're spandex fetishist." I kinda chuckle at this as does he. As we drive away, the man with the harem is being yelled at by the whole community.
I'm at work when I'm told I need to pick up some groceries for work. Two loaves of bred and some milk. So I get in my truck and leave in the pouring rain. I go to the old subdivision I used to live in where the grocery store is now located. I get into the store, and get the two loaves of bread and a gallon of milk. In the store, I kept catching glimpses of a friend, Gwen, and then one of the owners of the company I work for tells me in Japanese that he wants to see me as soon as I get back from the store..
Seeing that it's stopped raining and they've redone on street in the subdivistion andknocked down the houses on another street and replaced them with shops, I start looking around. I go down the street with the new houses and I swear I see some women and men dressed in spandex hidden behind bushes lying quietly with their legs open. I catch another glimpse of two women jogging behind some trees also in sportswear, but very strangely colored and shaped sportswear. I keep driving, and come down to a house when I notice a "Monopoly Card" in the window. I take out the camera to take a picture of it when I notice the sidewalk has the monopoly "sidewalk" embossed in the concrete. I follow it in front of several more houses till I come to a small concrete gazebo in the sidewalk. There's a Monopoly game in a table in the middle. That's when I see Gwen again. She tells me that this is the subdivision where she lives. I tell her that this is one street over from where I lived during my middleschool and high school years. She just smiles. Then I remember about the bread and milk, hug her tight, tell her it's nice to finally see her in person, and take off back to work. As I'm driving away, I notice a group of people slowly conglomerating behind her, and it looks like she's apoligizing to them.
I get to work and it's very late, and it's started to rain again. I run in an am about to deliver the bread, when I realize I'm not wearing a shirt (which got wet in the rain). I cover up my breasts and run back to the truck and find my T-shirt. I put it back on, and run inside, drop off the bread and milk. The owner finds me and tells me to not worry about his meeting with me. I go to find my manager, who I find asleeo in a bed. He'd waited to long for me, and decided to sleep in his office till I returned. I try waking him up and he won't wake up. Instead i lie to him as to why I'm so late, telling him my truck broke down. I go back to my desk but my shift is almost over. So I start packing up to go home and then leave.
The next day, I call in sick, and go back to the subdivison again, this time with my girlfriend. Again, I notice things behind the bushes and trees that seem very off. The same men and women in binders, a few suspended from trees. I manage to find the monopoly gazebo, and it seems that it's part of a larger community center. Again Gwen shows up, and gives us a hug, and introduces herself to my girlfriend. She talks about the subdivsion as a place where people live and do what they want without any incrimination. That includes any particular quirks, like the woman who painted his house horridying colors because no other subdivision would have him, and the man with the bondage harem. It's a totally enclosed area and only the people they want to come in can come in. As Gwen lived here, I was allowed to come in. My girlfriend is a little perturbed by this when I mention that it all sounds very kinky, and Gwen says it's not about kink. Again, the crowd seems to begining to form, and Gwen says, maybe it's best we go into the clubhouse and see a short video about the subdivision.
The video is very informative about the subdivision and the reasons it was created (to finally allow a place where people could do what they want without fear of judgement or, as they put it "silly laws") Everything is tolerated, assuming the people (always adults, no children allowed in the subdivision) consent to it. That's their only real rule. As the video is going I feel someone rubbing my thigh with the point on their boot, I mention without turning my head for the person who is doing that to stop it. It becomes faster, and painful. I turn and see the clubhouse is now filled with people. The man rubbing my thigh with his boot is a bearded man with his bondage harem behind him. I tell him to stop and he says okay. I get off my chair, and sit on the floor (if it makes you more comfortable, do it...and I hate sitting on chairs). I reach over for Emily and instead find myself resting my arm on the man's leg again. Gwen gives him a stern look, and he apologetically sits back, and I get back to Emily.
The video ends, and again, Gwen comes up and says we should move in. They want us both here, because we both have problems with the "outside world." At least here we would be tolerated and accepted. I mention again, that it's just too sexual for me, and she looks sternly at the man with his harem. "He's a controlling ass that one. He's definately under consideration for eviction. Especially after what he just pulled with you." I mention that it still just seems to sexual for me, to which Gwen replies - "It's not about sex...it's not even about acceptance. It's about wether you are you ready to live in the hearts and minds of others."
I turn to my girlfriend, and ask her what she thinks. She's clearly shaken by the harem guy;s advances on me, and says she wouldn't feel comfortable here. I turn to Gwen and say "I'm sorry, we can't." She just smiles in that dissapointed smile way and says that's okay. You're doing better out there than you think you are...we just wanted to make it easier. I hug Gwen, and suddenly there's a line up - everyone wants to hug us. I allow it, but my girlfriend is not so quick and is clearly uncomfortable with it. We decide to leave, when I see those two spandexed girls jogging past. As I'm hugging one man, he says "those are my girls, we're spandex fetishist." I kinda chuckle at this as does he. As we drive away, the man with the harem is being yelled at by the whole community.
