Och, Ah'm bad at this!
Oct. 27th, 2006 07:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dolariA brief glimpse into how my head works.
When something goes bad, my brain spirals into Worst Case Scenario. I can't see anything but the WCS until bedtime. Once I wake up, I'm usually in a sound enough mind to get around whatever sent me spiraling to begin with (eg: cancelling EVERYTHING yesterday, and cancelling just the preview today).
Sadly, I can NEVER see that I'm in this pattern till AFTER it happens.
Which is you see me declaring defeat on stuff one day, and the next day, working around it.
Just so you don't think I'm completely insane.
When something goes bad, my brain spirals into Worst Case Scenario. I can't see anything but the WCS until bedtime. Once I wake up, I'm usually in a sound enough mind to get around whatever sent me spiraling to begin with (eg: cancelling EVERYTHING yesterday, and cancelling just the preview today).
Sadly, I can NEVER see that I'm in this pattern till AFTER it happens.
Which is you see me declaring defeat on stuff one day, and the next day, working around it.
Just so you don't think I'm completely insane.
