dolari | That's so morally disordered, I don't know where to begin.

Am I doing the right thing?

I dislike my job - but I have fairly decent security. They're not going to fire me anytime soon. The people here are great if the hardware isn't. Am I jumping back into the fire like I did when I jumped out of the Wincor frying pan?

When I moved to Pennsylvania, I had a built in safety net in Dean. When things went spectacularly badly, Dean was there to help out, and boy did he help out. Most of my time in Pennsylvania time was a professional disaster.

I'm moving to Seattle soon. Turning my back on what I've built up in Texas, turning my back on a job that, while iffy, is currently secure, turning my back on my home that, while it's politically horrifying, is still home, and turning my back on terra firma for the terra icognito that is the Pacific Northwest. And while I have friends there - none of them could help me if I fail.

I've long since stopped trusting my judgement. I know that I have to go. I just don't know if that's a good idea.

Anyone got a cyanide pill I can keep in a secret compartment in a tooth for emergencies?