I have an intense feeling of dread about today. It's pretty uncool and heavy.
The song "One of my Turns" is running repeatedly through my head.
I can't get the vision of an Independence Day type scenario (wihtout the flying saucers) out of my head.
Dunno...I'm sure it'll pass.
The song "One of my Turns" is running repeatedly through my head.
I can't get the vision of an Independence Day type scenario (wihtout the flying saucers) out of my head.
Dunno...I'm sure it'll pass.
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Date: 2001-10-31 12:34 pm (UTC)I had this paranoid thought when I was getting wood from the pile yesterday that the terrorists had somehow managed to put something terrible in the candy , since it would be a low blow to hurt the children and halloween is likely the day of the devil. =/
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Date: 2001-10-31 02:38 pm (UTC)But the dread, it's a more personal feeling...and I've kinda pinpointed it. I'm having one of my paranoid days - where every noise is soemthing evil, and certain words are vicious attacks on me. People are out to get me.
Now, I know in my brain that they're not, but that doesn't keep the heart from feeling it. It's like a haunted house - you know that all teh scary guys are just teenagers in makeup, but that doesn't matter in the first few microseconds.
It's one of my, "Let's sit and watch TV all day because TV coddles you" days.