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[dolari]

Having some second and third thoughts about the Trans Comedy Award thing...while winning would literally be a dream come true...how the hell will I get there? Once there, where will I stay? If it needs lots of development, how will I get work? Will I get a work visa? If not, how do I get one? CAN I get one? I just spent five very homesick years in PA. The UK will be even more alien to me...how?how?how?

I try not to think about it. If I think about it, the only solution I comr up with is withdrawing the script and apologizing for wasting everyone's time.