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Aug. 17th, 2013 02:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dolariThere is a bit of ew TMI to report. Something that's been on my mind a lot lately. Might want to skip this one if you've just had your dinner.
I actually have something I've been suffering with for about a decade. It began when I was at Wincor, and seems exacerbated by stress. I have flat warts. I don't know how they started, but I do know that stress (hence, Wincor) causes them to spread like wildfire. The first two warts showed up on my elbows. And every time I go through stressful situations, they flare up and spread. And they never ever go away once they've spread.
I've seen doctors who prescribe meds (they're too wide spread to just ice them out), and they do work, until I lose my insurance, and they don't just come back, but they come back with a vengeance.
The diabetic crisis stress were the first time that the warts spread off my elbows and started hsowing up on my hands and feet. I've been fighting them for a long time now, but in the end, I'm failing miserably. The recent stresses of the job, Dean and Alison's trips, the new job, the failed job have cause them to spread again. They're all over my hands my upper arms, my ches, legs and now I have one on my breast. And the thing is, the flare up goes away, but they never do.
This is adding to my stress like crazy these days. And becoming a bit of a vicious cycle. One reason I'm hoping I can stay at this job is not just that they're throwing money at me...but that I can afford to see a dcotor again so we can fight this stuff off. (Did you know my job offers ZERO benefits? NOT A SINGLE DAMNED ONE).
I really REALLY need a vacation.
I actually have something I've been suffering with for about a decade. It began when I was at Wincor, and seems exacerbated by stress. I have flat warts. I don't know how they started, but I do know that stress (hence, Wincor) causes them to spread like wildfire. The first two warts showed up on my elbows. And every time I go through stressful situations, they flare up and spread. And they never ever go away once they've spread.
I've seen doctors who prescribe meds (they're too wide spread to just ice them out), and they do work, until I lose my insurance, and they don't just come back, but they come back with a vengeance.
The diabetic crisis stress were the first time that the warts spread off my elbows and started hsowing up on my hands and feet. I've been fighting them for a long time now, but in the end, I'm failing miserably. The recent stresses of the job, Dean and Alison's trips, the new job, the failed job have cause them to spread again. They're all over my hands my upper arms, my ches, legs and now I have one on my breast. And the thing is, the flare up goes away, but they never do.
This is adding to my stress like crazy these days. And becoming a bit of a vicious cycle. One reason I'm hoping I can stay at this job is not just that they're throwing money at me...but that I can afford to see a dcotor again so we can fight this stuff off. (Did you know my job offers ZERO benefits? NOT A SINGLE DAMNED ONE).
I really REALLY need a vacation.
