Have some coffee already.
Nov. 26th, 2001 11:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dolariI ahd a terrible terrible sleep last night, beginning with a ery strange dream. I kept waking up though, and couldn't get a really really good sleep. I finally gave u pabout 12 Noon, giving me only about six hours of sleep. Woke up and basically did nothing for the next few hours. No way outta the house while everyone is gone. I puttered around uintil 6PM...fell asleep...woke up at 10PM. Watched Dances with Wolves, which I rented back on Sunday.
I forgot how hard this movie is for me to watch. A loner gets accepted into a society that loves him. Very hard for me to relate with since I've always been a loner...and never had a cohesive family. My friends are the closest I have to true family, but friends, unlike family, are never ALWAYS there.
That's my whole day. the days get more and more boring, and I'm quickly running out of things to do. Frankly, if I could sleep these days off I would. I got nothin'. Blocked off at every turn. Stir crazy in my own day. That was half the reason to excersize my writing skills. Just to break the tedium. It didn't.
I have cabin fever of the mind.
I forgot how hard this movie is for me to watch. A loner gets accepted into a society that loves him. Very hard for me to relate with since I've always been a loner...and never had a cohesive family. My friends are the closest I have to true family, but friends, unlike family, are never ALWAYS there.
That's my whole day. the days get more and more boring, and I'm quickly running out of things to do. Frankly, if I could sleep these days off I would. I got nothin'. Blocked off at every turn. Stir crazy in my own day. That was half the reason to excersize my writing skills. Just to break the tedium. It didn't.
I have cabin fever of the mind.
