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[dolari]

I don't like having a bad "Afraid of the Dark" evening. _I_ know things are fine. My brain, though, decides otherwise. I've gotten so so so much better about it in adulthood (as a kid, I terrified of the dark), but sometimes (thankfully rarely) the brain just decides "EVERY SNAP OF THE HOUSE SETTLING IS SOMEONE TRYING TO KILL YOU IN YOUR SLEEP WAKE UP RIGHT NOW FULL OF ADRENALINE."

I think it was because I was alone in a pretty big house with multiple floors, instead of just the usual smaller hobbit holes I tend to live in. More space for uncertainty. And my brain hates uncertainty.

Anyways, hopefully better sleep tonight.