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[dolari]

Ah, the dreaded "pencils down."

I need to be up and awake at 4AM on Friday, so I've been doing a few things to force myself to sleep one hour earlier every day until Friday.

I'm now at a point, though, where I hit this spot where I'm most active, but I HAVE to go to bed. Doesn't matter what I'm doing...I'm DONE, finished or not. "Pencils down."

I HATE that. Cause I almost always have stuff to do, the energy to do it, and I can't sleep knowing something isn't finished.

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[dewline]

That's a habit I need to take up more fervently. I need more sleep than I've been permitting myself generally in the wake of learning of how sleep apnea's been messing up my life. And I still can't make myself go to bed much before 10 PM, let alone 11 PM. And I'm usually awake by 630 AM no matter what I try to do about it. The more this goes on, the more medically dangerous I'm convinced it's becoming.