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Dec. 18th, 2023 01:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dolariGot a lot done today. Decluttered the house, cooked all my meals for the week, washed and put up laundry, got a run of dishes going in the dishwasher, did some job hunting. It was a lot.
But I don't feel accomplished. No "good, work, Jenn!" Instead, I'm kinda sad, and I don't know why. I'm asking myself, "Jenn, why do you feel bad when you did a lot today?" and I can't get a good answer. Sometimes it feels like "None of these chores matters." Sometimes it feels like "Now I have nothing to do next."
Two more hours before bed - trying to ignore the sad....
But I don't feel accomplished. No "good, work, Jenn!" Instead, I'm kinda sad, and I don't know why. I'm asking myself, "Jenn, why do you feel bad when you did a lot today?" and I can't get a good answer. Sometimes it feels like "None of these chores matters." Sometimes it feels like "Now I have nothing to do next."
Two more hours before bed - trying to ignore the sad....
