Och, Ah'm bad at this!

[dolari]

A brief glimpse into how my head works.

When something goes bad, my brain spirals into Worst Case Scenario. I can't see anything but the WCS until bedtime. Once I wake up, I'm usually in a sound enough mind to get around whatever sent me spiraling to begin with (eg: cancelling EVERYTHING yesterday, and cancelling just the preview today).

Sadly, I can NEVER see that I'm in this pattern till AFTER it happens.

Which is you see me declaring defeat on stuff one day, and the next day, working around it.

Just so you don't think I'm completely insane.

Comments

[soltice.livejournal.com]

I do the same thing. ^^;

[faerie-gift.livejournal.com]

I have a tendancy to do the same thing but things generally seem better once you sleep on it.

-April

[interactiveleaf.livejournal.com]

Hmmmm. I thought you'd called it off; that's why I didn't call the other day.

[jenndolari.livejournal.com]

The preview book, with just one chapter, that I had hoped to sell this weekend, is called off. The bigger Graphic Novel, which I'm hoping to have out in Spring, is still on....

I call those...

[laura-seabrook.livejournal.com]

..."endless loops". Been having a few of those myself today, but it helps having others around who can break you out of it.