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Usually I post my dreams in my Dream Journal, but this one seemed kinda momentous for some reason, so I'm posting it here. I'd love some comments.

( Mildly NSFW...nothing graphic, but possible not work safe subject matter )

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Usually I post my dreams in my Dream Journal, but this one seemed kinda momentous for some reason, so I'm posting it here. I'd love some comments.

( Mildly NSFW...nothing graphic, but possible not work safe subject matter )

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The preview is cancelled. The graphic novel is not. Once December hits, I REALLY have to bear down and finish that book. October and November are always the worst months for me to do anything except WHAT IS DUE THOSE MONTHS.

At least iwth the preview cancelled, I have more time for DoR, the Prism book, the AWFW birthday strips and so so so much more. At least by the time of Staple (if I go) I should have some kind of printed book there. Maybe even a Closetspace preview, although that one I want to wait, because CS is a much bigger story....

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The preview is cancelled. The graphic novel is not. Once December hits, I REALLY have to bear down and finish that book. October and November are always the worst months for me to do anything except WHAT IS DUE THOSE MONTHS.

At least iwth the preview cancelled, I have more time for DoR, the Prism book, the AWFW birthday strips and so so so much more. At least by the time of Staple (if I go) I should have some kind of printed book there. Maybe even a Closetspace preview, although that one I want to wait, because CS is a much bigger story....

Och, Ah'm bad at this!

A brief glimpse into how my head works.

When something goes bad, my brain spirals into Worst Case Scenario. I can't see anything but the WCS until bedtime. Once I wake up, I'm usually in a sound enough mind to get around whatever sent me spiraling to begin with (eg: cancelling EVERYTHING yesterday, and cancelling just the preview today).

Sadly, I can NEVER see that I'm in this pattern till AFTER it happens.

Which is you see me declaring defeat on stuff one day, and the next day, working around it.

Just so you don't think I'm completely insane.

Och, Ah'm bad at this!

A brief glimpse into how my head works.

When something goes bad, my brain spirals into Worst Case Scenario. I can't see anything but the WCS until bedtime. Once I wake up, I'm usually in a sound enough mind to get around whatever sent me spiraling to begin with (eg: cancelling EVERYTHING yesterday, and cancelling just the preview today).

Sadly, I can NEVER see that I'm in this pattern till AFTER it happens.

Which is you see me declaring defeat on stuff one day, and the next day, working around it.

Just so you don't think I'm completely insane.